Absolutely beautiful. I have been held hostage to many things as a result of my people pleasing tendencies and fear of disappointing someone - somehow it was always easier to disappoint myself no matter how much I suffered. As a teenager, it is amazing that you were able to make the decision that was best for you and the beardies - I am sure that experience set a firm foundation for the rest of your life. I love the lessons you learned, and the authentic raw story of your life with them. Much needed lessons I needed to hear today!