Beautifully written. I can relate to so many of the feelings you shared. I love your authenticity and vulnerability. Publishing IS a scary act - it's like walking outside nude. I have written about similar feelings. It sounds like you too are pushing through anyway, despite the fears, which are totally normal and human. Thank you for the tip about not reading the not so kind comments for your own mental health - that is super empowering to hear, and so true. I can also relate to the idea of writing something I feel is amazing and it getting little exposure. It's frustrating. Thanks again, loved this to pieces!