GREAT article!! I related to all of it and it is always nice to know the many of us in this boat aren't alone. Your articles have always touched me, so know they are making an impact, whether MPP reflects it or not. I'm convinced it's as predictable as gambling...So yes, onwards and upwards, seatbelt up for the journey and see where it brings you. I think detaching from the outcome is a great place to be.