So well said and great read. After losing my soul dog, I found myself going on and on and on about him to anyone who would listen. Esp the excruciating sudden last days of his life I hadn't reconciled within myself. When I later began working at an animal shelter I would hear grieving pet owners telling stories of their now deceased pet as they browsed the available dogs. Many people found this annoying, but after having experienced it, I totally got it, and felt a little bad about my nonstop talk years ago. It took a full year + to stop crying at some point during the say. It's a long and complicated process. Wishing you the best on your journey :)