Thank you for this, Sloane! I found myself relating to the "shoulds" and found solace in the fact that I am not the only one who registers for classes with good intentions but then decides it's not truly where I want to spend my time - and I've resented myself for the money I've presumably wasted. But the lesson was priceless in many ways. I registered for a writing class that I found more than anything to stunt the creative process as it focused on grammar which I could have learned from books rather than a $500 tedious 4 week course. So glad I'm not slone in this AND that it's OK!