Thanks for this raw, honest piece. I have been sober for over 2 years and it's still hard. While I never experienced any colossal outcomes of my drinking, I simply didn't like who I became and the choices I made in an alcohol induced state of mind. Having cravings is totally normal and human, the important thing is how you are dealing with them - it sounds like really well! I totally get the funk, so relatable to me right now. Emotions are like waves, and I know it will pass. The emotions make us human so try to embrace it and not shame yourself for having unwanted feelings. It's all part of the human experience. I know it's easier said than done though... Wishing you the best on your journey,