Wow, absolutely beautiful piece. Thank you for sharing this body image awakening journey. I too struggle with my rolls which stops me from wearing a bikini. Something has recently shifted, maybe turning 40 and getting tired of living the last 20 years of my life with this heavy weight on my shoulders . I have been thinking about getting a bikini and wearing it around the house to start, so I can get more comfortable with my body and then perhaps take it to the next level. I so needed to read this today, and this quote above - life changing.